One of the first things I notice is that when I shoot with my wife’s more professional camera with her new 50mm fixed lens, she gets kind of antsy as if I am going to break it. pshaw. Second, I come in a lot more in focus.
A lot more in focus, great metaphor for today. I am feeling very upside down like this picture implies and I am having a hard time communicating this to anyone, especially my wife, I am coming off like a whiny li’l bitch. I am not a great orator anyway, and when I am trying to talk about the lack of clarity or issues circling my brain, I stammer, I go emotions and I do not get it out.
Basically though, what I think I am trying to tell everyone is that right now I feel out of focus and I need to get the picture sharper. Working out will definitely help, but I have some major blurred shots in my career and living. I am going to need some time to focus through that and answer some very tough questions (Is C1B as dedicated to me as I to it, and if not, what do I do? Do I want to stay in Las Vegas and is my wife committed or is it lip service?)
So please, if you read this and know me in my day-to-day, I am just seeking clarity, like everyone else and not trying to be a douche.
WHAT IN YOUR LIFE IS CAUSING ANXIETY, STRESS OR CONFUSION AND HOW DO YOU COPE?